Tomogui

And I lost him yet again

This was the last thought that went through her mind

As she felt the loud thud on her body

Seconds before that, in the air

She could feel the breeze on her face

It was hard for her to open her eyes

She closed them and the only thing she could imagine

Was the face of the guy.

The only person who would’ve given up everything,

Everyone, just to save her life

And here she was falling from the cliff

Into the deep, bottomless chasm

Amidst the rainbow and the sunshine

There lied a lifeless body

Over a pile of a million bones

In a place where even sunshine struggled to reach

And death itself couldn’t find the way

The place had a million souls,

Waiting for their misery to be over

Waiting for death to come

And among the group of souls, one was hers

Maybe death was the only thing that would bring her peace she thought

But sitting at the bottomless pit

Filled with darkness and wails of the tormented

She thought of the time they were together

The only time she was happy

Even time seemed to stop when he was around

His presence was like the petrichor

Invigorating her brain

And yet the world wouldn’t accept them together

Maybe he’ll find the letter she left

And maybe he’ll come looking for her

But she lost him

Yet again

And it wasn’t their fault this time

To them, love was a feeling

An abstract

But the world worked on formulas

And they were never a perfect fit for the formula

In that void, she thought to herself

Maybe even death was scared of this place

The realm of Vexed and Tormented

Sitting over a million bones

Now she realized

As she saw the devil glaring at her

Isolated and abandoned

This was the afterlife

And the memories were the mere suffering

Of the crimes she had committed

Living her last day again and again

Till eternity like Sisyphus

Even for the devil himself

Eating your lover was the highest sin of them all.